AHHHHHH I freaking haven't written in so long I don't even know where to begin. My sister has got me going crazy reading all these different blogs that she has bookmarked on her page. It's kind of like another form of stalking someone instead of the usual ways via myspace and facebook, which I am definitely guilty of doing.
After looking at some of them...How are so many mormons so perfect? I am sure this is entirely untrue but when I look at some of their blogs I'm like "damn, you guys have perfect lives and perfect families and you're smart and pretty and how is this possible?!?!?" and yes, I am jealous. How is it possible that all of these people have such interesting lives, or is it just that they choose to post about the most interesting things?? Call me a freaking cynic, cause that's what I am, but how do all of these people seem to have almost perfect lives???
I think that is the impression I always get when reading different peoples' blogs even though I know it's not true.
One reason I think I stopped blogging after two is because I don't think I have a very interesting life. I am also not very creative or inspiring. I do not write poetry, take pictures, listen to cool, unheard of bands....I think I am just in awe of all of these cool people out there and I'm like there's no way I can even compete with that.
I know, I have issues. That's me.
To sum up the past 3 months. I finished my bachelors degrees in Spanish and Psychology at Cal State San Marcos. SO glad to be done. I got a job working for a non-profit called New Alternatives Inc. and I am working at the North County Assessment Center in Vista, CA with foster kids. I like it so far and just feel lucky to have a job, even though it pays nada. OH well, it's better than absolutely nada.
Just got out of an unsteady relationship (again) and I know it's for the best and hoping that it actually lasts this time. We've been going back and forth for over a year and it's time to move on...for the both of us. Right now I am feeling good about it and hope that lasts. It will be good to be single for a while even though I know I would like to be in a relationship and one where I really feel connected. RG is great but he is just not the one for me but that doesn't mean I don't love him like a best friend.
Went to a couple of get togethers this weekend and they were fun, got to see a friend who just turned 30 that I hadn't seen in a while. I also met a psychologist there and we talked about different options for grad school. This week I am interested in getting my LCSW. (Licensed Certified Social Worker) because the psychologist told me that if I plan on staying in So. Cal., they aren't paid that much under actual psychologists. HEY that sounds good to me seeing as how I'm starting to realize living off of $20,000/year is probably not going to hack it for long. OYE.
I should cut this one here because I don't think anyone will read this far anyway!! Happy Sunday to ya'll.
